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Post by ~ Atsumari ~ on Apr 5, 2017 11:18:32 GMT -8
From: Yuka Layton To: Aidan Thornton Date: August 6th 4566 1620 Subject: Conversation Flag: Private Aidan,
After our confessions today I feel I need to send this… I know we both feel for each other and I know we have our own issues to work out but I don’t want to make the same mistake I’ve been making. I’m not saying I don’t want to be with you or that we need to distance… I actually would prefer us to be together every day but when you left angry I just… I hope I didn’t cause you to be angry at me for some reason. If I were honest with myself I would want to repeat of last night I don’t know how likely that is… let’s talk over dinner like you suggested… I also wanted to let you know that I started seeing a psychiatrist; currently our appointments are remote but he can send prescriptions to the medical staff here and when we get to earth he wants to meet with me in person. I know that my depression isn’t a desirable trait and I’m trying to fix that… He also wants me to work on trying to figure out why I hate myself. Do you want me to stay with you through all this or do you need time?
Yuka
Yuka Layton | Commanding Officer | DFS Lavie | Galactic Federation Delta Force ylayton@cmd.gfed.gov | SCOM: E001538211 | TEL: Y002281788 | dfcto.gfed.gov
"We’re all in the same game; just different levels. Dealing with the same hell; just different devils." "What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love." – Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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tugar
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Post by tugar on Apr 5, 2017 17:42:43 GMT -8
From: Aidan Thornton To: Yuka Layton Date: August 6th 4566 1645 Subject: Conversation Flag: Private
Do you really want to know why I'm angry? Because I care about you, us, the whole thing. I don't think you understand just how picky I can be when it comes to friends, much less someone that can be more. The door will be open for you and the only time I need is to convince you of how much you mean to me, regardless of the word you call it. I might be more tired that usual. Worked the guys hard today, myself included.
Aidan
Aidan Thornton | Executive Officer-Marine Commanding Officer | DFS Lavie | Galactic Federation Delta Force athornton@mcdf.gfed.gov |
"Have respect for everyone you meet, but have a plan to kill them." Anonymous It is better to live one day as a lion, than a thousand days as a lamb. - Roman proverb
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Post by ~ Atsumari ~ on Apr 5, 2017 17:46:54 GMT -8
From: Yuka Layton To: Aidan Thornton Date: August 6th 4566 1655 Subject: Conversation Flag: Private
I'm going to be spending a little time sparring... I need to blow off some steam... I will be where when you get off.
Yuka Layton | Commanding Officer | DFS Lavie | Galactic Federation Delta Force ylayton@cmd.gfed.gov | SCOM: E001538211 | TEL: Y002281788 | dfcto.gfed.gov
"We’re all in the same game; just different levels. Dealing with the same hell; just different devils." "What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love." – Fyodor Dostoyevsky
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